Isn't it interesting how our worries weave their way into our subconscious and seep into our dreams? It tells telling me I'm spending too much time rehearsing things I can't control in my mind and not enough time relying on God and being patient in His timing.
My focus is skewed. I'm trying to fool myself and others into thinking I'm giving my worries to God when the truth is I'm stressed out, anxious, and impatient. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of wondering. I just want to know something.
But God wants us to wait on Him and TRUST HIM! Trust that we don't need to rush everything. Trust that He's got it all under control. Trust that He gives us dreams for a reason and He won't tie our hearts to a dead-end dream. There's always some lesson we can take from each situation. There's always a story we'll be able to tell that can help others later. We just have to be okay when results aren't instant.
One day we'll understand why things happened in that timing. Until then, we must trust!